Confabulations of an Apprentice Savant

totally geeking out on merlin as i sit in my room when i should be in classes or doing homework or showering or at lunch.

the whole merthur bromance. and the gwenlin romance of season one and the gwenthur romance of season 2. and my sadness that i can’t watch season 3 and 4 cause they aren’t online. 

the fact that i really want merlin to tell arthur he is magical. the fact that i know morgana gets all evil. or how i know that uther dies eventually. and how freaking cute little mordred is but the fact that i know he is the most evil little boy ever. 

i really want gwen to change her dress even though i know its a huge part of the story and it looks really good on her. the moments when arthur beats up merlin and merlin takes it cause he knows he is just arthurs punching bag until he is his right hand man. the fact that gaius yells at merlin to keep his magic secret…but hes yelling.

i wish my two fellow merliners were online so i could geek with them but they are in high school so i can’t geek with them. every wall post on fb with them is about merlin. 

gosh. why did merlin’s first love have to die? so sad. 

almost to finale of season 2. might just cry.