24 5 / 2013
Trying to pack for home. I have 30 minutes till I have to leave for a blood test, which has caused me not to eat since last evening. My tailbone hurts. I’m exhausted. I’m hungry. My body in general is a little bit more achey than low-pain today. Gah.
I’m going out to breakfast with a few friends after the blood test and then I head home for a job interview for the summer. Woot. Guys. I have my life under control ish.
24 5 / 2013
Harder Better Faster Stronger - Daft Punk (orchestra)
CAN OUR ORCHESTRA PLEASE DO THIS HNNNN
HOLY SHIT.
This sounds like it should be playing in the middle of some epic, walking into battle scene
(via bowlof-oranges)
24 5 / 2013
Gregorian monks singing “Boulevard of Broken Dreams.”
EVERYONE STOP WHAT YOU’RE DOING AND LISTEN TO THIS RIGHT FUCKING NOW
Why is this a thing that exists?
THIS IS BEAUTIFUL
(Source: sheshitsinsilence, via bowlof-oranges)
24 5 / 2013
I wanna have a child someday and I want to be there for every single milestone. I want to be the bad cop parent who spoils their child in a good mannered way. Who teaches them to love books and climb trees, and the simplest thing you can do to make another person’s day is smile at them.
23 5 / 2013
I may or may not be packing. It is insanely hard when I’m alone and I live in such a tiny room. I have to leave by 9 tomorrow morning. I have an entire bag full of dishes I need to clean. Ew.
Also, my tailbone hurts. It hasn’t been hurting that bad but the fact that they had to touch it to check it out at the doctor today made it insanely worse. DON’T TOUCH MY INJURY. Gosh.
Ug. I can’t eat anything until I get a blood test done in the morning also and I am in such a munchie mood. I’m gonna finish “packing” and watching more Merlin. Season 5 Episode 8!!!!!!
23 5 / 2013
Ha. Hahaha. Hahahaha.
So my coccyx might be broken. Woot. Get the x-rays back tomorrow.
This is what I get for always being in pain. I just blow things off and say that it’s just a bruise or just a fibro pain and then it gets really bad and doesn’t feel like just a bruise or like fibro pain and it’s been there for at least two months.
Soap this is fun.
23 5 / 2013
School is done. For the entire summer.
One friend is never coming back, the bestie won’t be back until January, and multiple senior friends are graduating.
Idk if any of it has really sunk in yet.
Still thinking about finding cheap tickets to Washington D.C. then London for a week in the fall. Aaaaaah Ima miss my friends :’(
22 5 / 2013
I kinda feel bad that I applied for a summer camp job (same one as last year) the week before I started my dietary changes and therefor did not notify them about the changes in my diet. I just sent a comprehensive email to the director explaining my food challenges and what I can and cannot eat. Crossing fingers this doesn’t turn into something where I can’t work there just cause I’m allergic/sensitive to way too much.
21 5 / 2013
When these lines come up, I just have to close my eyes and sing my heart out. There’s no other way.
This is what I want to yell at the top of my lungs right now. This summer, this is what I want from life. I want to end this semester knowing I learned something and go ahead and understand even more. I want to be taught something new and experience life this summer. So many opportunities have been given to me lately and this is the life I lead and I just want to make my way back to God and find a way to use all of this for him and to thank him for the positives in my life right now. Honestly, never thought I would ever say that again.
21 5 / 2013
The fact that I have made four bowls of my new hot mayan cereal since buying it yesterday afternoon, says that it is good and I need to go back and get more. Nomnomnom.
21 5 / 2013
I have all my sources for my paper but I’m out of spoons. I still have a short hour and a half of work tonight and then I’ll get started on writing about the California Condor. Naptime.
21 5 / 2013
I have one more 4 page single spaced research essay to write and my head keeps jumping to: LETS GO MAKE A CAKE. YUM.
21 5 / 2013
My internet kicked me out at 2 am because of dumb locks. I have one more page to finish by 11:30 and then I need to print and I still have to drive to school and shower.
My breakfast is the Mayan blend of Earnest Cereals. It’s chocolate with pumpkin seeds and quinoa and amaranth and oats and some other seeds and it’s really yummy. A bowl of this with a slice of apple oven pancake, a cup of chai tea, a handful of blueberries, and a tall glass of water are the waking ingredients to my day.
Oi. I feel like I got hit by a bus. Let’s go word vomit a conclusion to this beastly essay.
21 5 / 2013
This may take longer than 2 am. By that point, I will have died. So I may just forget about the rest and finish in the morning. Two and a half more pages left. Oi.
Also, I don’t think it is socially acceptable to write a status every hour on facebook. I may be annoying people. Oh well. I’m entertained.
Going to raid the kitchen again. Why is it so dark in this house?
